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She was assigned my other half. After exchanging a plastic cup of milk tea,
we were to become as close as lovers.
But
not even now can I understand her.
She
is slender; long straight hair tensely falls beside her face. She talks with an awkward excitement, letting
syllables slip quickly through her lips, and hangs the end of every sentence in
the air with an inquiring gaze. Her
language is foreign to me, but in the fragments of sentiment that flow across,
I sense her emotions run, wild and ferocious.
Weren't we supposed to be science people?
I
knew myself to be different in many respects – but she bewildered even me.
She
calls herself by the obscure name of an ancient Greek goddess.
In her veins
flow the thickest and deepest colored blood I’ve ever come to known; she reads
heartbreaking poems, let them bleed her, and believes in them; She writes love
stories, in which people love and despair intensely; Baudelaire's poetry had been locked to her soul, yet she still smiles, slightly fidgeting, and lives like a teenage
girl.
Her
love life is a mystery to me. We hug,
but always like strangers. I imagine she
lived through difficult love affairs. Already
gave up her heart before commitment, and still aches, years after.
I never did see through the curtain. I wouldn’t understand, even if she answered. What is this creature?
Just
when I thought I had outlined her bitter and delicate shape, I found out she
doesn’t eat chocolate.
Who
doesn’t eat chocolate?
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